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Tired Phoenix...
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Ok...
So many things has been going on my life the past few months.
But lately it's been very stressful.
I like to think that it's rock bottom, and it's only up onwards... A phoenix? maybe... but a tired phoenix.
A phoenix without its flames. Trying to spark things again.
I haven't been active artistically and that makes me deeply sad. I'm returning gradually and it's painful. But this is the only way I can express myself and my pain.
So many things has been going on my life the past few months.
But lately it's been very stressful.
I like to think that it's rock bottom, and it's only up onwards... A phoenix? maybe... but a tired phoenix.
A phoenix without its flames. Trying to spark things again.
I haven't been active artistically and that makes me deeply sad. I'm returning gradually and it's painful. But this is the only way I can express myself and my pain.
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blockhead
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been a block for almost a month now! if not more ... but i'm glad at least i started to experiment with some stuff.
waiting some of "replies" from some companies ...
but what i can't wait is to meet my love ... three years is just so long ... patience oh patience!
kiki i love u <3
waiting some of "replies" from some companies ...
but what i can't wait is to meet my love ... three years is just so long ... patience oh patience!
kiki i love u <3
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love oh love ... but my clients suck!!!
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yes i'm deeply in love ... and that's what's keeping me from getting mad and f**king people or killing someone.
clients get on my nerves... not they are stupid, but they play stupid. if they were stupid, they play stupid-er!
no one is what he wants the people to see him, it all comes to the paying time and the true form is revealed!!!
everytime i say: this client is decent and thoughtful, when the time comes to get my money he turns to a gangster.
ppffffttt
oh art oh art ... u suck!
money money ... u r screwing me!
oh and peace!
clients get on my nerves... not they are stupid, but they play stupid. if they were stupid, they play stupid-er!
no one is what he wants the people to see him, it all comes to the paying time and the true form is revealed!!!
everytime i say: this client is decent and thoughtful, when the time comes to get my money he turns to a gangster.
ppffffttt
oh art oh art ... u suck!
money money ... u r screwing me!
oh and peace!
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i need a me-time!!!
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pfffffffffffffft ... i just need some alone time!!!!
work has been stressful and the more stressful thing is not getting paid! and practically begging them for money :S !!
work has been stressful and the more stressful thing is not getting paid! and practically begging them for money :S !!
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back to basics!
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at last i finished this nonstop project (3 months day and night with sundays)
a little time for personal freedom
i'm just too lost what to do
have so many ideas ... and getting lazy haha
i'm getting back to classical anatomy practice, live people sketching, special tricks tutorials watching etc ...
i hope i can do something good before starting the new work in June
peace to all!
a little time for personal freedom
i'm just too lost what to do
have so many ideas ... and getting lazy haha
i'm getting back to classical anatomy practice, live people sketching, special tricks tutorials watching etc ...
i hope i can do something good before starting the new work in June
peace to all!
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